January 04, 2023
Finally, a happy blog post
It's been almost two and a half years since I've had a drink or smoked weed. Life has slowly been getting better and better. Some days have sucked, I'm not going to lie to you. People really gather around to punish people for being different. That's why I always ran to drugs, and I don't anymore. Those people are still there. This world is a cruel circus that I already left on purpose. Now I'm back, and I'm the main attraction. Since you all seem to think I asked you here, I'm going to tell you losers my story. Actually, no I'm not. I'm just going to blog.
My life is amazing today. I'm clearly starting a doodling business online, and I'm getting all my ducks in a row. There are still people on a "that guy sucks" bandwagon, and it's slowly become a worse and worse strategic disadvantage for this.
I found out I absorb people's traumas in weird ways. I love myself so much right now. I didn't get what was all going on. I love myself enough now to quit a job at a hostile workplace. There's no need to eat anyone for their cannibalistic traits in Corporate America. That would make me just as bad right? I'm starting to understand where people are coming from. Everyone slowed down to help me out with my weird problems, I'm going to do my best to show the same compassion to others. If you kill yourself that's totally on you, sorry. I can try to be kind if you want a loose facsimile of a friend.
I honestly still dislike this world though. The loser wins again. Death to the opponent. Oops that's me doing it then. I'm starting to get the hang of this. Go enjoy your life somewhere else ♥
